Sunday, 12 July 2009
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i'm going crazy in this house. -
i love her music.
Sunday, 05 July 2009
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i. am. bored. out. of. my. mind.
i graduated. it was weird. i'm excited for school though. all of my closest friends are pretty much away. but i'm grounded anyway. i love you. i'm wasting money because i'm stuck at home, grounded. and i'm eighteen. life is good. i want a car. i want a life. yay. i want something good to talk about. but i haven't been updating, so i guess i'm kind of sick of talking about my life nowadays. i wrote a letter of apology to my dad earlier this week. i have yet to give it to him. half of it is sort of bs. i wish it wasn't.
in the past month or so: relay for life. i have moved on. fallen out of love. fallen back in love. gotten a scholarship. finalized college papers. finally read a book for leisure. got beaten in chess. twice. lost my phone. got a new one. got a new camera. except not really. lost my tv. still don't have it back. forgot my debit card pin number. got a new one. started cursing more. given my phone number to three guys. it meant nothing. i promise. curled a guy's eyelashes. gotten obsessed with lingerie. picked up the guitar again. learned a couple of new songs. i need more pillows. i need to bedsheets for college. i need to do something with you. spread the love.
Friday, 12 June 2009
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i almost forgot the thrill i get when meeting new people.
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
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school ends in a week and a day,
but it's pretty much over for me.
i was supposed to take my ap chem on 7th period yesterday,
but i had a little diversion that made everything kinda crazy.
my sister was sick on monday so she went home,
and thanks to the infamous hoopla that is swine flu,
she had to get tested for it, and as mandated by the doctors,
she had to miss the next three days of school till she gets the results.
meanwhile, since i've been a little under the weather lately too,
my dad and doctor decided that i had to come in for a check up,
and if needed, i was gonna get tested as well.
which meant, i would have to miss the rest of the week.
haha. ridiculous.
it was busy at her office so we waited two hours.
we waited two hours to tell me that i was healthy, or recovering,
well enough for me to opt out of testing.
oh. and this whole incident took me out of my 7th period testing,
so i ended up taking it today instead.
i think i passed.
yay. i need to update my life.
soonsoonsoon.
Thursday, 28 May 2009
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te amo sin saber como, ni cuando, ni de donde,
te amo directamente, sin problemas ni orgullo:
asi te amo porque no se amar de otra manera,
sino asi de este modo en que no soy ni eres,
tan cerca que tu mano sobre mi pecho es mia,
tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueno.
that's a part of soneto xvii by pablo neruda,
the poem i'm supposed to recite in class tomorrow.
it's been sooo long since i've memorized a poem.
and this one in spanish too. it's great.
i've always loved it in english, i figured it'd be perfect for this project.
anyways, it's been an exciting, hectic week.
yesterday was the activity/athletics fair for the middle school.
basically, reps from every club and sport from the high school
went to the middle school gym to promote activies and athletics.
that part was boring, but the fellow reps there were pretty cool.
i hung out with a good friend the whole time.
and the 8th graders asked us if we were going out, since we apparently seemed like it.
made me smile, kinda, sorta. they were amusing.
then. we went to six flags today for physics day even though we're in chem. ha.
the best friend and i went on almost all of the good rides,
and a few terrible ones. too kiddy, too fast, too high...
i have relay for life tomorrow and i'm pretty excited.
and i can't write anymore. check out my mediocre grammar. ha.
Monday, 25 May 2009
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we're damned by the existential moment where
we saw the couple in the coma and
it was we were the cliché
but we carried on anyway.
why the fuck would you want me back?
True
