i. am. bored. out. of. my. mind.
i graduated. it was weird. i'm excited for school though. all of my closest friends are pretty much away. but i'm grounded anyway. i love you. i'm wasting money because i'm stuck at home, grounded. and i'm eighteen. life is good. i want a car. i want a life. yay. i want something good to talk about. but i haven't been updating, so i guess i'm kind of sick of talking about my life nowadays. i wrote a letter of apology to my dad earlier this week. i have yet to give it to him. half of it is sort of bs. i wish it wasn't.
in the past month or so: relay for life. i have moved on. fallen out of love. fallen back in love. gotten a scholarship. finalized college papers. finally read a book for leisure. got beaten in chess. twice. lost my phone. got a new one. got a new camera. except not really. lost my tv. still don't have it back. forgot my debit card pin number. got a new one. started cursing more. given my phone number to three guys. it meant nothing. i promise. curled a guy's eyelashes. gotten obsessed with lingerie. picked up the guitar again. learned a couple of new songs. i need more pillows. i need to bedsheets for college. i need to do something with you. spread the love.
